How could I have gone from 'helpful' to 'prideful' in one seemingly fell swoop?
Ah...the whispers of the enemy. He specializes in this very tactic.
I started writing this post yesterday, on the 24th. I could not continue. The enemy of my soul had stopped me again...or had he?
I knew the direction I was heading when I started writing...I was going to spout about the rotten chain of events that had been weighing me down lately. Those enemy tactics that seemed to be working. But I could not continue to dwell in that noxious stew. This starting and stopping had never happened to me before.
This unfinished post became just another thing on my 'to-do list' I had no interest in doing.
In reading through my 242 e-mails (I had let those pile up too), I came across 2 separate instances from 2 completely different directions; both referring to John 10:10
My NIV states, "The thief comes only to steal and kill and destroy; I have come that they may have life, and have it to the full." My Living Bible says "(red letters)...My purpose is to give life in all its fullness." (bold letters mine)
Why am I allowing the enemy of my soul to get me down?
I know I acted in a way that was most pleasing to God.
I know I did what had to be done.
I know without a doubt, because I prayed through every decision I made.
Crappy stuff fell on my head; I had momentarily forgotten to wipe it off before I became crushed and paralyzed by it.
Thank You LORD, for letting me stew in my stuff long enough to smell its stench, but not long enough to be crippled by it. Amen.